fool 'n hungry

I hope someone falls in love with you. I hope she loves you so much that she knows when you are happy and when you are sad. I hope you don't have to explain to her when you are feeling low. I hope your words are enough to soothe her and I hope she is perfect for you. I hope she stays awake for you late at night just to get a glimpse of your tired smile when you return home. I hope she spoils you with words and care. I hope she does your work not because she has to but because she loves to. I hope she prays for your safety and your happiness every day. I hope your shoulder becomes her home, I hope her life revolves around you. I hope when you sleep in the sunlight she becomes your shadow and when you sleep she takes her steps with more caution to not wake you up. I hope she calls you not to keep a check on you but just because she miss your voice, I hope she stands with you when you only find one chair. I hope she is so madly in love with you that you don't have to ...

You are depressed, you are sad, things don't make sense to you and you are tired of explaining how you feel and tired of feeling worthless and anxious, you want to die every day, your toxic thoughts are driving you mad and you wanna end this misery but you convince your self to try and stay for another day. You are anxious chipping your nails and you don't meet people, you shy away from their eyes and you avoid the eye contact but I am in love with people who are depressed. They are a masterpiece, they have cracks when people break them, they have thumb prints of people they love they have an impression of time on them. Just like a used book with stains of tea and oil, they have stains of harsh words and tough times on them. Their stains bring bright colors and glitter to shame, they are as colorful as a unicorn with perfect colors of depression, misery, sadness, and loneliness.Their sadness overcomes every situation and their silence puts words to death. Their eyes do...