fool 'n hungry

I want you and I want you all. Your goods and bads, your best and worst. I want your angry babbling and philosophical talks your laughing till crying and your crying till laughing. There are days when you want to hide yourself from the world even from me, trust me I'll be your shelter and your shield if I have to. Don't hide your eyes when they are wet and red don't hold it back because your arrogant smile and your rude words soothe me more than the polite and sweet words of anyone else. Tell me I am stupid and I'll take it, but talk to me about who pissed you off. Talk to me about galaxies and stars and how you think there are people in other planets counting us as aliens. Talk logic to me, make me regret every word but don't think I'll ever find your bad days and rude comments annoying. Your hands and your eyes hold perfection and your weird obsessions of useless things are magical. You are good, glitter, rainbow, and unicorn all at once and I 'll ...

Promise me. Promise you what? Something, anything. Things that you don’t mean promises you can never fulfill. Why? Isn't that what people do, when they are in love, make promises they can never keep. talk big about dreams and talk small about people, do it. Lie to me, look me straight in the eyes and lie to my face, lie to me about things you want to do, lie to me about dreams, about things and choices and about me. Say something that has the ability to hurt me then tell me you care about me and apologize just to do it again. Love me ordinary like ordinary people love each other, tell me how I am different from the rest of the world then tell me I belong to a pathetic generation.  Tell me I am stupid and then tell me you don't mean that. Rant about this stupid world and then rant about how I belong to this same pathetic world. Make it worse every time make me regret falling for you say something sweet just to help me fall for you deep. drive my nerve...