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I hope someone falls in love with you. I hope she loves you so much that she knows when you are happy and when you are sad. I hope you don't have to explain to her when you are feeling low. I hope your words are enough to soothe her and I hope she is perfect for you. I hope she stays awake for you late at night just to get a glimpse of your tired smile when you return home. I hope she spoils you with words and care. I hope she does your work not because she has to but because she loves to. I hope she prays for your safety and your happiness every day. I hope your shoulder becomes her home, I hope her life revolves around you. I hope when you sleep in the sunlight she becomes your shadow and when you sleep she takes her steps with more caution to not wake you up. I hope she calls you not to keep a check on you but just because she miss your voice, I hope she stands with you when you only find one chair. I hope she is so madly in love with you that you don't have to

You are depressed, you are sad, things don't make sense to you and you are tired of explaining how you feel and tired of feeling worthless and anxious, you want to die every day, your toxic thoughts are driving you mad and you wanna end this misery but you convince your self to try and stay for another day. You are anxious chipping your nails and you don't meet people, you shy away from their eyes and you avoid the eye contact but I am in love with people who are depressed. They are a masterpiece, they have cracks when people break them, they have thumb prints of people they love they have an impression of time on them. Just like a used book with stains of tea and oil, they have stains of harsh words and tough times on them. Their stains bring bright colors and glitter to shame, they are as colorful as a unicorn with perfect colors of depression, misery, sadness, and loneliness.Their sadness overcomes every situation and their silence puts words to death. Their eyes do

12-2-2017 Sunday   It's 3 in the morning and I can't stop thinking about you, no matter what I can't shake it off. Your voice keeps ringing in my head and I told myself that today is the last day I am thinking about you, today is the last time I am thinking about the things I like about you. The corner of your eyes and how they crinkle when you smile and the color of your eyes how they become brown when you smile and turn a shade darker when you are serious. How you throw your head back when you laugh loudly and how you shy away when someone stares at you. How your hair is all messy and brushed at the same time, how you never bother about getting a glass or a cup when you drink water, how you chug water and choke every time.  How you suck the smoke from your cigarette and exhale it instantly like it's too much to take it and how you forget to exhale the smoke when you watch something you like. How you cough every time and then promise to never do it again only to

Promise me. Promise you what? Something, anything. Things that you don’t mean promises you can never fulfill. Why? Isn't that what people do, when they are in love, make promises they can never keep. talk big about dreams and talk small about people, do it. Lie to me, look me straight in the eyes and lie to my face, lie to me about things you want to do, lie to me about dreams, about things and choices and about me. Say something that has the ability to hurt me then tell me you care about me and apologize just to do it again. Love me ordinary like ordinary people love each other, tell me how I am different from the rest of the world then tell me I belong to a pathetic generation.  Tell me I am stupid and then tell me you don't mean that. Rant about this stupid world and then rant about how I belong to this same pathetic world. Make it worse every time make me regret falling for you say something sweet just to help me fall for you deep. drive my nerves craz

Seize the moment they tell you, how about seize the person? Instead of taking photographs to seize the moment how about, make the relationship stronger. People usually ask how relationship work. Relationships are not about laughing together and enjoying together it is far more than that. It is about crying together, it is about being awkward together, about laughing hysterically in a cinema full of silent people together knowing it is forbidden but you do it just because you want to. It is about doing irrational things in the most rational situations, it is about eating the ice cream right out of the tub when you have plates, and it’s about eating the breakfast on the floor when you have dining table right in front of you. You do it, not because there is some logic behind this, but because you want to or because you can. So pick up your phone and text him back, apologize, express, confess, thank not because there is a logic but because you can, because they want you to, and beca